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Mindfulness is Not Blank. Mindfulness is Clarity.

Mindfulness is Not Blank. Mindfulness is Clarity.I stood at the edge of the trail, my face in the sun and my eyes closed behind my sunglasses.

My phone buzzed. A new text. I reached into my pocket and was about to pull the phone out, when I stopped myself. It can wait.

I turned my face back into the sun, feeling the warmth on the exposed part of my chest above my t-shirt, and the cool breeze chilling my calves below my running pants.

My phone buzzed again. Another text. I reached into my pocket and was about to pull the phone out, when I stopped myself again. It can wait.

Once more, I turned my head up toward the sun, but this time kept my eyes open, looking closely at the pine needles on the tree a few feet above my head. They were shimmering and gently moving in the breeze. I could hear the wind gusts traveling up the side of the mountain through the trees, a wave of sound getting louder as it moved closer to me at a crest on the hill.

50b74e75.jpgI lost myself, just briefly, in the sounds around me. Taking my time, I inventoried my surroundings and my body’s response to the sun and the wind. I noticed the goosebumps on my legs, but didn’t feel cold. I noticed the warm sensation from the sun on my skin, in direct contrast with the goosebumps created by the cool breeze. The wind seemed to stop. Everything around me was suddenly in hyper focus, silent, like a bubble of peace and comfort surrounding me. I was aware of everything but myself in that moment. My hamster mind was silent.

When my father was dying, one word brought him great comfort.
The phrase refers to being present. It appears when G-d is talking to Moses and asks where he is. Of course he knows where Moses is, right? So Moses responds with “he-nay-nee”, or “Here I am.” He’s letting G-d know that he’s all-in, that he is present, aware, and ready to listen and learn.

When I visited my father a few days before he died, he would mumble the word over and over again, reminding himself not to be concerned with the past or the future, and to just be in this “in-between” space, with grace and mindfulness.

It wasn’t surprising that as I stood on the mountain in my bubble of silence, that word would resonate in my head. I said it out loud. I felt it. I believed it. Here I am.

He-Nay-Nee. Here I Am.

4ddfe7c5.jpgI’ve never considered myself a religious person, though we celebrate the Jewish holidays and find great value in the rituals; I’ve always felt a strong connection to nature, the people around me, and a kind of universal energy. I think that’s why I was so open in that moment, it was like a message, and I heard it so clearly.

As I jogged back down the mountain, thighs burning from the descent, I kept repeating the word. Every rock, every tree root, every turn in the path lit up in front of me as I ran, fully present, on that beautiful spring day.

When I stepped into my yard, breathing hard and smiling with satisfaction, I thought:

So THAT’s what mindfulness looks like.

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Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #9

#17
Practice, Nicole Chardenet! Even a moment of mindfulness is a good start.

Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #8

#16
Love that description, Aaron \ud83d\udc1d Skogen, and love that you have a new word for those moments. I'll have to look up the Natal phrase, thank you!

Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #7

Did anyone here experience mindfulness this weekend? I didn't, so I'll make an effort to get outside this week and lose myself again. My hamster brain won't give me a moment's rest!

David B. Grinberg

David B. Grinberg

4 years ago #6

Thank you for this beautifully written buzz, Sarah. As a nature lover myself, I concur with -- and echo -- your strong sentiments. There's nothing that compares to the beauty and wonder of nature to set one's mind at ease, to help find solace, peace and tranquility in today's hyper-paced and fluid high-tech world. Thus, let's all raise a glass to Mother Nature and treat her with the respect and admiration she deserves. Keep buzzing...

David B. Grinberg

David B. Grinberg

4 years ago #5

Thank you for this beautifully written buzz, Sarah. As a nature lover myself, and concur with and echo your strong sentiments. There's nothing that compares to the beauty and wonder of nature to set one's mind at easy, to help find solace, peace and tranquility in today's hyper-paced high-tech world. At least in my humble opinion -- and I'm in good company with you. Keep buzzing and let's all raise a glass to Mother Nature!

Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #4

#1
Your yogi is very wise, Christine Stevens, thanks for the comment.

Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #3

#2
Thank you for sharing again, Deb \ud83d\udc1d Helfrich, I appreciate it!

Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #2

#4
Thanks, Deb McCarthy.

Sarah Elkins

Sarah Elkins

4 years ago #1

#3
Your comment just made my day, Joanne Gardocki. Combining those elements makes a story so much more relevant, don't you think? Thank you for taking the time to respond.

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